You aren't special
Probably you are very average
Most likely you are likely producing work that is pretty much as good as anyone else.
Because the important work is not done by those who do a one off amazing thing, an exceptionally above average achievement or by those who are making things that are better than everyone else.
The important work is the stuff that's done regularly, on time, reliably and good quality.
Julz Darroch at bigredball